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4月18日 make up my mind to sth. not sure It seems that I have not written journal for a long time, it is not because I do not have things to say, but because I cannot decide how to begin my topic...
Firstly, I want to mention sth. makes me pretty excited: dad is gonna be here after a couple of days!!Yeah! However, I can predict that the next two weeks will pass extremely quickly, so I should cherish..I know.
I realize that a lot of friends of mine here do not feel happy, they constantly complain studying and life, and recall their lives in China which they think is a unforgetable and marvelous memory. Actually me as well, but perhaps which does not include wonderful memory, cuz I do not think so. I have to admit that sometimes I am not that delighted, but I constantly feel I am so lucky that I can study in Canada, it is not tough at all which compares to studying in China. It is really shame on me that I still do not think is easy...
Look at those native speaker: they are happi all the time. sometimes I am really jealous of some of them cuz they behave confidently everyday and they are persuasive and they always have their own special opinion on everything. Btw, whenever I see sb. in school my heart feels a sudden shock, they look....extremely similar...How can that happen? I do not really expect seeing the sb, cuz I do not want to hear my heart cry.
I am wondering that whether taking Psy is right to me, cuz I do not feel really cheerful and relaxed in that class, now I can tell why so many people say that they hate this class, maybe they have the same feeling. Plus, too many assignments...(see?!complain again:P)
I remember that in the past whenever friends let me fill out the information about myself, I normally left "the most annoying thing" part blank, cuz I did not know what is the most annoying thing to me. Now I get it: mum forces me to eat!!! You know why?! Cuz after mum compelled me to eat a lot for some time, now I cannot control myself. I feel starved right after school and I eat lots of snack in the evening..(I know it is quite unbelievable that I always have dinner at three or four pm sth.) My stomach is getting bigger & bigger...OMG, really out of control
Why the time which dad comes is always the report card distribution period?! Even though both of them said marks are not important for this semester and I know the marks will be too poor to tell anyone, I still feel a kind of sad for the coming mid-term mark release. Who can say he/her does not care it at all? It is impossible. We are all competitive, right?!
How to live strong actually? All I know is make myself feel busier to forget those annoying things... It feels like even the way I breathe is wrong, everything is wrong. Seriously, no one cares what u thought or cared about or said, it meant nothing! 8月25日 家庭生活 刚刚去打了网球...呵呵!这可是在加拿大这片土地上第一次打网球.记得上次十月份来这里落地的时候，由于社区网球场人多我们就没能打上网球,今天偶然说去打居然打上了.说到网球觉得自己的水平还是...很差啊,不过仔细想想正式学习也就两年.在运动项目里面我真的很喜欢网球,最重要的就是它不需要像篮球,足球,排球那样有身体接触,那让我觉得很难受.越想越觉得我现在住的地方很方便,二十分钟步行就能看到几个超市,十来分钟步行就有社区运动场地,出门几分钟就有公共汽车站......
现在我和妈妈天天上午和晚上就在家里看看书,看看电视(我当然是看电视偏多,而且还是动画片,没办法...),下午就在住处周围转转,查询查询情况.这种生活以前在北京真是很少有,当然也有一定原因以前大多时候都是跟爸爸在一起,妈妈在外地上班.当爸爸妈妈的朋友们听说妈妈要带我去加拿大生活时,都说这是爸爸之前辛辛苦苦种的树,妈妈现在来摘果子.呵呵,不过也有很多大人一致认为女孩十六,七岁的时候最不好带了.谁知道呢!我觉得我和妈妈还算相处的融洽,妈妈好象一直是这样认为的,因为她觉得我已经什么都跟她说了.现在每遇到一件事,妈妈都会问我意见,虽说是这样,但其实妈妈心中早打好算盘了,问归问,最后的决定还是她的.有时候真想问问妈妈,问我干嘛呢,感觉是很民主吗?!不过有一个问题是真的,人跟人在一起久了,总是会有很多摩擦,难免的.
以前很少做饭的妈妈现在要挑起这个重担了,在外国天天下馆子是很难让人接受的.这几天妈妈可是尝试地做了许多新菜,就是以前没做过的菜,嘿嘿.口感不错哦!所以最近食量上伏很大啊,胃总是很疼...相信如果继续这样下去的话,等我回国的时候一定是不堪设想的!!!最近我也有和妈妈一起看一些烹饪的书,顺便妈妈让我教她英语,当然我从中也学到了许多.最让我感触颇深的就是烹饪真是门艺术啊!看到妈妈现在也成了天天在厨房里忙里忙外的人了,深感烹饪让人欣喜,让人富有成就感(当然是看到亲朋好友吃你做的食物很yummy的时候）．不过烹饪是很耗废时间和精力的，这几天每当我想当回大厨的时候就会突然觉得好麻烦，要准备的东西实在是太多了．不过，明天，我终于要下定决心，认认真真地做一次饭，我要充分利用冰箱里的食物！（忘了说了，来到这里让我感到心情异常愉快的就是看到这个厨房里的大冰箱了，看着就很爽啊！！！）虽然说我现在还没想好明天究竟具体做些什么菜，除了一个沙拉．呵呵，而且可以算是什锦沙拉哦，我也不知道算不算．．．明天再说啦！期待明天吧！哈哈！ 6月25日 随笔 今天会考全部结束了...复习了这么久,准备了这么久,就为了迎接今天的这两套试题,应该说跟中考完的感觉很类似.蒙蒙胧胧,应该说是迷迷糊糊,就考完了.
前天晚上去机场接妈妈,在机场门口看到人们拖着行李相继走出机场,和刚见面的家人朋友说说笑笑,突然觉得机场是个欢乐的地方.的确是这样的,每当我出行后回北京到达北京机场,都会觉得很兴奋,很亲切,会觉得终于到家啦.到现在为止,真的有不少朋友说在我走的那天要去机场送我,让我觉得很幸福......
高一这一年过的飞快,现在再复习两天,再考三天试,可以说高一的学习生活就要画上一个圆满的句号了.有点不舍,可还有点期待......
6月20日 小事真是怪了!以前妈妈让我写日记,我总是觉得没什么好写的,每天的生活感觉都差不多,写日记自然觉得没什么意义.现在有了自己的共享空间，这几天总能想出很多东西写. 昨天一个朋友跟我说她觉得她再怎么努力学习也没用,班里那些天天不学习的同学一到考试就总有办法作弊,最后那些同学的考试名次反而在她的前面,前不久本来下定决心好好学习的她现在一点学的欲望都没了.我刚一听她说完，突然觉得这种感觉这种想法"似曾相识",其实我曾经也因为这个原因觉得努力学习看不到回报,后来渐渐的也就想通了.只要我的脑子里不是空的，只要我在自己的本有的基础上有进步了,那就行了.他们不学是他们的事,我何必想那么多呢?朋友还说她现在越来越讨厌这个班了，觉得我们现在这个班一点也不团结.这个班让她在临考试前一点紧迫感也没有.我一直觉得我们这个班很团结,应该说很难得这么团结!只是团结的不是地方,没有把精神放在学习上.我跟她说紧迫感是不能光靠班级给你的,最重要的是你自己要有紧迫感. 跟她说完这些话后,我突然觉得自己很幸运,能有一个这样注重我的精神生活的妈妈!每次遇到什么事跟妈妈说,她总能说出一番令我信服的话来,妈妈有时还会拿自己经历过的事来举例子,让我知道原来一件事还可以这么想,原来一件事还可以那样去做.每次跟妈妈聊完天都会有恍然大明白的感觉.应该说,从小到大妈妈在我心目中的形象改变了不少,从小时侯时常对我大声斥吓到现在完美的十足女强人味道...... 我现在最想向妈妈学习的就是做事干脆利落了......
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